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NF – How Could You Leave Us


♪ ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU
LEAVE US SO UNEXPECTED? ♪ ♪ WE WERE
WAITING, WE WERE WAITING ♪ ♪ FOR YOU BUT YOU JUST LEFT US ♪ ♪ WE NEEDED YOU, I NEEDED YOU ♪ ♪ YO, I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT’S
LIKE TO BE ADDICTED TO PILLS ♪ ♪ BUT I DO KNOW WHAT IT’S
LIKE TO BE A WITNESS IT KILLS ♪ ♪ MAMA TOLD ME SHE LOVE ME,
I’M THINKING THIS ISN’T REAL ♪ ♪ I THINK OF YOU WHEN
I GET A WHIFF OF THAT
CIGARETTE SMELL, YEAH ♪ ♪ WELCOME TO THE
BOTTOM OF HELL ♪ ♪ THEY SAY PAIN IS A
PRISON, LET ME OUT OF MY CELL ♪ ♪ YOU SAY YOU PROUD OF ME, BUT
YOU DON’T KNOW ME THAT WELL ♪ ♪ SIT IN MY ROOM, TEARS RUNNING
DOWN MY FACE AND I YELL ♪ ♪ INTO MY PILLOWCASES, YOU
SAY YOU COMING TO GET US ♪ ♪ THEN CALL ‘EM A
MINUTE LATER JUST TO TELL
US YOU NOT, I’M HUMILIATED ♪ ♪ I’M IN A ROOM WITH A PARENT
THAT I DON’T BARELY KNOW ♪ ♪ SOME LADY IN THE
CORNER WATCHING US,
WHILE SHE TAKING NOTES ♪ ♪ I DON’T GET IT
MOM, DON’T YOU WANT TO
WATCH YOUR BABIES GROW? ♪ ♪ I GUESS THAT PILLS
ARE MORE IMPORTANT, ALL
YOU HAVE TO SAY IS NO ♪ ♪ BUT YOU WON’T DO IT WILL
YOU? YOU GON’ KEEP POPPING
‘TIL THOSE PILLS KILL YOU ♪ ♪ I KNOW YOU GONE BUT
I CAN STILL FEEL YOU ♪ ♪ WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US?
WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US HERE? ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US HERE? ♪ ♪ HOW WOULD YOU LEAVE US?
WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ OH, HEY ♪ ♪ I GOT THIS PICTURE IN
MY ROOM AND IT KILLS ME ♪ ♪ BUT I DON’T NEED A PICTURE OF
MY MOM, I NEED THE REAL THING ♪ ♪ NOW A RELATIONSHIP IS
SOMETHING WE WON’T EVER HAVE ♪ ♪ WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I LOST
SOMETHING THAT I NEVER HAD? ♪ ♪ YOU SHOULDA BEEN
THERE WHEN I GRADUATED ♪ ♪ TOLD ME YOU LOVE ME
AND CONGRATULATIONS ♪ ♪ INSTEAD YOU LEFT US
AT THE WINDOW WAITING ♪ ♪ WHERE YOU AT
MOM? WE’RE TOO YOUNG TO
UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU AT HUH? ♪ ♪ YEAH, I KNOW THOSE
DRUGS GOT YOU HELD CAPTIVE ♪ ♪ I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES,
THEY GOT YOUR MIND CAPTURED ♪ ♪ SOME SAY IT’S FUN TO GET THE
HIGH BUT I AM NOT LAUGHING ♪ ♪ WHAT YOU DON’T REALIZE
AND WHAT YOU NOT GRASPING ♪ ♪ THAT I WAS NOTHING BUT A
KID WHO COULDN’T UNDERSTAND ♪ ♪ I AIN’T GON’ SAY
THAT I FORGIVE YOU
CAUSE IT HASN’T HAPPENED ♪ ♪ I THOUGHT THAT MAYBE I
FEEL BETTER AS TIME PASSES ♪ ♪ IF YOU REALLY CARED FOR
ME, THEN WHERE YOU AT THEN? ♪ ♪ WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US?
WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US HERE? ♪ ♪ HOW WOULD YOU LEAVE US?
WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ OH, HEY ♪ ♪ OUR LAST CONVERSATION, YOU
WERE SAT IN THE LIVING ROOM ♪ ♪ TALKING ‘BOUT MY
MUSIC AND I BROUGHT YOU
SOMETHING TO LISTEN TO ♪ ♪ YOU STARTED CRYING,
TELLING ME THIS ISN’T YOU ♪ ♪ COUPLE WEEKS LATER, GUESS YOU
WERE SINGING A DIFFERENT TUNE ♪ ♪ YOU TOOK THEM PILLS FOR
THE LAST TIME, DIDN’T YOU? ♪ ♪ THEY TOOK YOU
FROM US ONCE, GUESS THEY
CAME BACK TO FINISH YOU ♪ ♪ CRYING MY EYES OUT IN
THE STUDIO IS DIFFICULT ♪ ♪ MUSIC IS THE ONLY PLACE
THAT I CAN GO TO SPEAK TO YOU ♪ ♪ TOOK ME
EVERYTHING INSIDE OF ME TO
NOT SCREAM AT YOUR FUNERAL ♪ ♪ SITTING IN MY CHAIR, THAT
PERSON TALKING WAS PITIFUL ♪ ♪ I WISH YOU WERE HERE MAMA
BUT EVERY TIME I PICTURE YOU ♪ ♪ ALL I FEEL IS PAIN, I
HATE THE WAY I REMEMBER YOU ♪ ♪ THEY FOUND YOU
ON THE FLOOR, I COULD
TELL THAT YOU FELT HALLOW ♪ ♪ GAVE EVERYTHING
YOU HAD PLUS YOUR LIFE
TO THEM PILL BOTTLES ♪ ♪ YOU GAVE EVERYTHING
YOU HAD PLUS YOUR LIFE
TO THEM PILL BOTTLES ♪ ♪ DON’T KNOW IF YOU
HEAR ME OR NOT, BUT IF
YOU STILL WATCHING MA ♪ ♪ WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US?
WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US HERE? ♪ ♪ HOW WOULD YOU LEAVE US?
WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE US? ♪ ♪ OH, HEY ♪ ♪ SOMETIMES I THINK
ABOUT, LIKE, SOMETIMES I
THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE ♪ ♪ YOU KNOW, WHEN I
HAVE KIDS I”M LIKE ♪ ♪ YOU WON’T BE THERE,
YOU KNOW. YOU WON’T BE
THERE FOR ANY OF THAT. ♪ ♪ I NEVER GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN.
SOMETIMES I WISH I WOULD HAVE
JUST CALLED YOU. ♪ ♪ I WISH I WOULD HAVE
JUST PICKED UP THE PHONE. ♪ ♪ I WISH YOU WERE HERE. YOU
SHOULDA BEEN THERE FOR US. ♪ ♪ YOU SHOULDA BEEN HERE. ♪ ♪ PILLS GOT YOU RIGHT? ♪ ♪ THEM PILLS GOT YOU RIGHT? ♪ ♪ I WISH YOU WERE HERE. ♪

100 Comments

  1. Sparsh Singh Rathi
    Sparsh Singh Rathi October 8, 2019

    How could you dislile this .

  2. Johan DM
    Johan DM October 8, 2019

    Im big eminem fan because his music help me alot growing up but dude ur music is dope im fan u are real keep it up 🏆🔥 🔥 🔥

  3. Ashcandy
    Ashcandy October 8, 2019

    Holy shit my dude… I got tears for real…

  4. Emma
    Emma October 8, 2019

    I love you. You have helped me through hard times. I'm still going through some atm. I wish I could meet you so much i am a huge fan. I'm 13 years old I have Bipolar,self harm,anorexia,attempted suicide,PTSD,and anxiety. I still self harm its not good i know. My dog has cancer and a torn ACL in her back left leg. If its stage 3 shes going to die. My mom tried to kill her self before..I have a longer story but this is what im saying, dont give up people its not worth it you are an amazing person and dont let anyone tell you something else! You may be gay,bi,trans,etc. you are perfect no matter what others tell you just walk with your head held high dont let them get you you.

  5. LALA2319
    LALA2319 October 8, 2019

    Felt this to my core, staring out the window waiting for her to come back to me 💔

  6. michael mike
    michael mike October 8, 2019

    truly art

  7. farcas bella
    farcas bella October 8, 2019

    this really touched me………..I can feel it

  8. larf3o
    larf3o October 8, 2019

    THIS shit is deep I swear

  9. stainless spade
    stainless spade October 9, 2019

    I know i am late here but today i just started to listen to NF music and it just make me have to think.🇯🇲🇯🇲

  10. Docter Mcfudgey
    Docter Mcfudgey October 9, 2019

    Why would you dislike this song

  11. Bennett Durbois
    Bennett Durbois October 9, 2019

    I love it you made me cry😥😥😥

  12. jason dean
    jason dean October 9, 2019

    At 5 years old my 3rd cousin ( my terrible mother's cousin's kid) tryed to sexually take advantage of me he pinned me against a couch and was starting to undress me but his mum came in the living room not seeing what he did and he stopped, i was scared but didn't say anything, at school i was bullied non stop for no reason..at 7 years old i noticed my mother starting to do drugs and she became meaner and i fell into my depression that i still have, at 10 i moved in with my grandmother thinking it'd be a dream…i was so so SO wrong my grandmother became abusive not physically but verbally and mentally and emotionally, it was also the year I started being suicidal but didn't attempt yet, at 11 my depression and suicidal thoughts grew but I discovered my sexuality or rather what i thought i was at the time bisexual, i told my best friends little did I know my best friend was going to start rumors about me because of it, but she lucky forgot to before the end of the school year, at 12 or 11 I found out my terrible mother tried to kill my dad by poisoning him and all he did was save her life, at 12 i started cutting myself that year, and my suicidal thoughts turned to attempts then it came to my gender identity i thought i was gender fluid, then nonbinary then trans gender ( FTM) and coming out didn't end well I found out how homophobic and transphobic my family actually was, and was still learning my sexuality, and I started to lose hope sometimes losing my emotions i been through so many relationships trying to find love..then i met Xavier the person i love most.💙 he was my first kiss and the person i still care about but i had to break up with him nothing he did but..you see i was very suicidal and i knew that if i killed myself he'd kill himself i cared about him way to much so when my fake friend ella said random bullshit on why i should break up with him i took that chance and made up my own fake reasons so he'd hate me not himself and if i ever did end my life he'd move on and survive but it hurts the way he ignores me and treats me like a stranger like i don't exist…like he wouldn't care if i killed myself I'm turning 13 soon, I'm seeing a therapist tomorrow hopefully my life will get better? Oh i forgot to mention at 12 i noticed my ex mother's alcoholic ways and she pushed me into a eating disorder I'm now recovering from, wish me luck hopefully things will get better?

  13. Branden Bever
    Branden Bever October 9, 2019

    My mom ignored me as a child I still scream her name in my sleep 😞

  14. Christian Wilson
    Christian Wilson October 9, 2019

    I miss you brother till the day I day mother but twin I can feel that

  15. Naim Zack
    Naim Zack October 9, 2019

    Keep on living and be strong nf

  16. Nisha Moon
    Nisha Moon October 9, 2019

    The first time I heard this I started to cry. For all the children who's mothers aren't mothers, for the kids who are neglected. For the mothers who are supposed to love but choose to leave.

  17. Alex G
    Alex G October 9, 2019

    This song and Eminem Headlights…. Damn they hit home hard…

  18. Mary Ormiston
    Mary Ormiston October 9, 2019

    I'm in tears. I can feel his pain.

  19. Sasha Pro
    Sasha Pro October 9, 2019

    This have me tears

  20. urgen lama
    urgen lama October 9, 2019

    anyone from Nepal❤🙏

  21. Efe Öztaşkent
    Efe Öztaşkent October 9, 2019

    this son is amazing but, i cried while i was listening it:(

  22. azizbek masharibov
    azizbek masharibov October 9, 2019

    After Nathan's emotional song, my laptop lost control and absolutely stopped. I tried to click the mouse everywhere on the screen, but still no response. Then after 30 seconds, my computer continued work and gave control to me. Then I saw: I accidentally subscribed to the Nate's Channel. MY LAPTOP CHOSE RIGHT WAY

  23. Bon Dou
    Bon Dou October 9, 2019

    I'm struggling to get my kids back after yet another stint in rehab I listened to this and I cried I never want my kids to feel this way. I'm one of the few lucky ones that have been given another chance to be a mom

  24. Cody Sciglimpaglia
    Cody Sciglimpaglia October 9, 2019

    Thank you for making this. It helps to know im not the only person without parents

  25. Kylee Green
    Kylee Green October 9, 2019

    My mom overdosed when I was 20. My baby sister found her the day after her 16th birthday dead.

  26. Jacqueline Boils
    Jacqueline Boils October 9, 2019

    I really like this song but it makes me sad because it reminds me 9f my mom who left me and my family for drugs then she met a lot of bad people and eneded up in jail for seven years.she was I'm jail a lot of times and it feels like she doesn't even care about me and she only cares about drugs.

  27. Jacqueline Boils
    Jacqueline Boils October 9, 2019

    This comments made me cry because my mom is on drugs and I am worried she is gonna over dose 😢

  28. Gordon & Brandi Cross
    Gordon & Brandi Cross October 9, 2019

    this song makes me cry because it reminds me of my grandmother look where its taken her

  29. Sina Shojaei
    Sina Shojaei October 9, 2019

    My father is gone
    Just because of pills

    I can feel this music very well 😉
    I want to hug lyrics

  30. TeoMessiKing
    TeoMessiKing October 9, 2019

    drugs fucked me up lost all my friends and got a bad relationship to everyone and shit

  31. Lilly-ann Heaven
    Lilly-ann Heaven October 9, 2019

    i feel this so much my past was just like this
    respect

  32. Ben Lepsch
    Ben Lepsch October 9, 2019

    You dont realize how much you need someone until they are gone.

  33. VladIsLove H
    VladIsLove H October 9, 2019

    It makes me cry 💔

  34. Jolene Malagon
    Jolene Malagon October 9, 2019

    this song hit me on a different level

  35. Richard Dacey
    Richard Dacey October 9, 2019

    Hey asshole..

    Pretty sure my phone is ruined. Too many damn tear drops all over it. Are you in my brain? I'm tired of you telling everybody what I'm thinking. Great song, again. Did you watch my life?

    I don't know when to listen to it.. privately I guess is probably the best answer.

    Love NF

  36. Mikey Anderson
    Mikey Anderson October 9, 2019

    Two Letters "NF" Enough Said

  37. Gunner Bakke
    Gunner Bakke October 9, 2019

    My dad spent 10 years in jail etc thanks to his drug dealing/abusing. Praise Jesus, there is hope and you don’t have to wallow in sadness or repeat the sin.

  38. CRAZINESS T.V.
    CRAZINESS T.V. October 9, 2019

    Finally a song that I can relate to my mom left me and now I live with my dad

  39. Tony Turra
    Tony Turra October 10, 2019

    Some people say nf is too real for christianity. I think its christianity that makes him real.

  40. Cookiez
    Cookiez October 10, 2019

    I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
    All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
    They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hollow
    Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
    You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
    Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching why
    Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
    How could you leave us here?
    How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?

  41. arii storm
    arii storm October 10, 2019

    the cry in the back ground… I felt that 🥺

  42. mrgamingking18
    mrgamingking18 October 10, 2019

    A thousand cuts don’t hold anything over the pain from a loss.

  43. Allyson Cook
    Allyson Cook October 10, 2019

    This hurts deep the emotions I can’t 😭😭😭real tears never stop venting like this

  44. Valerie Dematta
    Valerie Dematta October 10, 2019

    2:58

  45. Sam Sammy
    Sam Sammy October 10, 2019

    🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤💘

  46. Stephanie Nicole Delaney
    Stephanie Nicole Delaney October 10, 2019

    Dear Nate,
    I don't know what its like to be a witness that kills but i do know what it's like to be addicted to pills.

  47. Stevie- TV
    Stevie- TV October 10, 2019

    Thank you for putting this out. I know you'll never see this… But thank you.

  48. Phantomneko Cameron
    Phantomneko Cameron October 10, 2019

    Shit this feels real

  49. Riyanshee Chhipa
    Riyanshee Chhipa October 10, 2019

    NF… I FUCKING LOVE YOU MAN!!!

  50. Leo Lejongrim
    Leo Lejongrim October 10, 2019

    Made me cry

  51. Dman Law
    Dman Law October 10, 2019

    Powerful, moving, and poignant. I hate rap and never have consciously decided to listen to it had it not been for my sister who asked me to listen to the song. If this guy is not speaking from personal experience that makes him 10 times more powerful as a singer.
    The message is clear drugs kill everything and everyone it touches.

  52. Simeon Hector
    Simeon Hector October 10, 2019

    What kind of person would dislike this? you have no idea how easy it is for you. imagine everything you love and live for gone? and all you can do to help that person is dislike it?

  53. Anabell Matos
    Anabell Matos October 10, 2019

    How could you leave us so unexpected?
    We were waiting, we were waiting

    For you but you just left us
    We needed you, I needed you

    Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
    But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills

    Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real
    I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah

    Welcome to the bottom of hell
    They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell

    You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well
    Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell

    Into my pillowcases, say you coming to get us
    Then call a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated

    I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
    Some lady in the corner watching us while she taking notes

    I don't get it, mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?
    I guess pills are more important, all you have to say is no

    But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping till those pills kill you
    I know you're gone but I can still feel you

    Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here?
    How could you leave us here?

    How could you leave us? Why would you leave us here?
    Oh, hey

    I got this picture in my room and it kills me
    But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing

    Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
    Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?

    You shoulda been there when I graduated
    Told me you love me and congratulations

    Instead you left us at the window waiting
    Where you at, mom? We're too young to understand where you at, huh

    Yeah, I know them drugs that got you held captive
    I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured

    Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
    And what you don't realize and what you're not grasping

    That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand
    I ain't gon' say that I forgive you 'cause it hasn't happened

    I thought that maybe I'd feel better as the time passes
    If you really care for me, then where you at then?

    Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
    How could you leave us here?

    How could you leave us? Why would you leave us?
    Oh, hey

    Our last conversation, you were sat in the living room
    Talkin' bout my music and I brought you some to listen to

    You started crying, telling me this isn't you
    A couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune

    You took them pills for the last time, didn't you?
    They took you from us once, I guess they came back to finish you

    Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult
    Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you

    It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral
    Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful

    I wish you were here, mama, but every time I picture you
    All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you

    They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hollow
    Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles

    You gave everything you had plus your life to them bill bottles
    Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching, ma

    Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
    How could you leave us here?

    How could you leave us? Why would you leave us?
    Oh, hey

    Sometimes I think about like, sometimes I think about things like
    You know, when I have kids

    You won't be there, you know?
    You won't be there for any of that

    And I'll never get to see you again
    Sometimes I wish I would have just called you

    I wish I would have just picked up the phone
    Wish you were here

    I mean you should have been there for us
    You should have been there

    Them pills got you, right?
    Them pills got you, right?

    I wish you were here

  54. ceż
    ceż October 10, 2019

    Let’s see if I cry to this

    Update: I cried I forgot how much I related to this song

  55. Najmiddin Akhmadjonov
    Najmiddin Akhmadjonov October 10, 2019

    I don’t relate to this song but it makes me cry everytime I listen 😭

  56. Outlaws
    Outlaws October 10, 2019

    this song makes me cry every time and all I can think about is my dad

  57. Kevin Ross
    Kevin Ross October 11, 2019

    5 years world is dead st and up

  58. Kevin Ross
    Kevin Ross October 11, 2019

    Stand up for global

  59. Kevin Ross
    Kevin Ross October 11, 2019

    We need stars who care about us nf you are us

  60. The Phantom Artist
    The Phantom Artist October 11, 2019

    Holy shit this hits you hard.😔

  61. Ñø Łøyãłt, Ńø Rëšpéçt
    Ñø Łøyãłt, Ńø Rëšpéçt October 11, 2019

    I’m not crying my eyes are just moist

  62. Xxsavage 101xX
    Xxsavage 101xX October 11, 2019

    I feel u dude my mom left me for drugs 😭😭

  63. Happy Music
    Happy Music October 11, 2019

    NF ❤️❤️

  64. Happy Music
    Happy Music October 11, 2019

    NF ❤️❤️

  65. Rap'in Bekçisi
    Rap'in Bekçisi October 11, 2019

    Buny dinlememeliydim 😞😥

  66. Big Bawss
    Big Bawss October 11, 2019

    "Some people need to be Broken down to be built just Right, but they aren't all right inside, which is their internal struggle."

  67. Cory LaCamp
    Cory LaCamp October 11, 2019

    Keep your head up man. I couldn't imagine what youre going through everyday. Millions love you but its not like a moms love. Wish you the best my dude. There is always someone too listen.

  68. Xx_Flare Boy166_xX
    Xx_Flare Boy166_xX October 11, 2019

    I listened to The Search before Therapy Session and this is the first time I'm hearing this song and I am trying to hard not to cry because this song hit me so hard…I'm just a 18 year old on the bus going to a high school just to get through counting the days til I graduate so I could be there to help my mom more. My mom is going through the same thing with her prescriptions and I'm afraid that she'll overdose on medication one day……she's had multiple surgeries within the last 10 years and all that can help her with is the pills that I go pick up for her from Wallgreens. She suffers from dementia and Idk what's worse her not remembering who I am one day or her collapsing when I'm not around to help her up… I'm the youngest of 7 kids and I'm the only one who still lives with her. She depends on me and I need to be there for her more often just as how she's been there for me for the past 19 years.

  69. Fábio Dias
    Fábio Dias October 11, 2019

    2:54 Nate tema in Show

  70. Jojo Gamez
    Jojo Gamez October 11, 2019

    🖤🖤

  71. JP CINEMATICS
    JP CINEMATICS October 11, 2019

    Only found this song now and damn it really reminds me of my dad when he passed away when I was 9 years and I never met him in my life, this song saved my life always had been cutting my self.

  72. Pushan Sengupta
    Pushan Sengupta October 11, 2019

    his mom loved pills more than him

  73. Garrett Davis
    Garrett Davis October 11, 2019

    It's those that went through this exact lifestyle to understand and hurt. Like me

  74. Mr Rino
    Mr Rino October 11, 2019

    2:57 this part is really good ♥️♥️♥️

  75. Yesn’t Boi
    Yesn’t Boi October 11, 2019

    This is probably the most depressing song I’ve heard yet

  76. Eyeyeeyey Beyeyeyeyw
    Eyeyeeyey Beyeyeyeyw October 11, 2019

    SO GOOD MAN

  77. nikki nolder
    nikki nolder October 11, 2019

    I feel like this song was made for me I just relate to everything he says in this. It really hits hard.

  78. Josh Florence
    Josh Florence October 11, 2019

    damn it why did you make this one dude ? he's literally crying

  79. D. Harms
    D. Harms October 11, 2019

    Nathan. She loves you so much.

  80. Jovana Sretenovic
    Jovana Sretenovic October 11, 2019

    Damn know i see hau easy i have it

  81. Angel Fernandez
    Angel Fernandez October 11, 2019

    I relate to him so much. I have hate for drugs. All types you name it. Iv seen the devil in them. I dont even like touching drugs. Iv seen family members taken from me because they did smoked to much cigarettes. Iv seen cocaine turn my aunt into a monster. She lost her 3 kids. I never saw them again and they were my best friends when I was a kid. My uncle died from pills. My cousin died from alchohol. It traumatized me to the point that I can drink alcohol at all becuase I believe I'll get hooked and kill my self too. I lost friends from my unwillingness to loosen up. No one understands or seen the things iv seen. I dont even like medications the doctor gives me. This songs hits me with my mom too becuase shes dependent on weed and alcohol and believe that's the only way to have a good time. It got to the point where she influenced my 4 siblings. I'm the oldest and I try so hard but I cant get to them or make them understand. My brother got kicked out of school. I pay 70% to 90% of the Bill's each month. Songs like this help me at least organize my thoughts becuase I feel no one listens to me. I'm stepped all over and taken advantage of. I tried expressing my feelings but every one tells me that I show no emotion when I talk so it's hard to connect with me. But that doesnt mean I dont have feelings. I dotn want to drag things to one but theres .5 percent into my life. I couldnt Express my feelings anywhere else so I came here. Thanks for reading if you did.

  82. Beebread
    Beebread October 12, 2019

    I almost cry listening to this song. My mom was addicted to drugs and died because of this year. This song lets me know I’m not alone in my pain

  83. paris camacho
    paris camacho October 12, 2019

    I’m sorry

  84. destiny cash
    destiny cash October 12, 2019

    this exactly what happend to me my mom left me and i had no one

  85. Gavin Goodbrand
    Gavin Goodbrand October 12, 2019

    I am so sorry that you mom die because of drugs 😥

  86. tory matius
    tory matius October 12, 2019

    Esta canción es simplemente hermosa si me disculpan voy a llorar a una esquina

  87. Madison Daniel
    Madison Daniel October 12, 2019

    Im crying so much help me I never felt this way I only felt this way when I experienced something for most of my childhood I can't stop crying right now

  88. montrez martin
    montrez martin October 12, 2019

    This song is so powerful 😔. I love how u can feel the pain

  89. VINCE TORRES-ROA
    VINCE TORRES-ROA October 12, 2019

    Very hard song to listen to. Addictions are tough.

  90. Shutang Mbah
    Shutang Mbah October 12, 2019

    This song reminds me of the pain my family goes through. The hurt that wakes Me up from bed. But I know I'll be there for my own children.

  91. aleah rinnels
    aleah rinnels October 12, 2019

    his music really hits home.

  92. Leona
    Leona October 12, 2019

    "I got this picture in my room and it kills me, but I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing"

  93. Raux TV
    Raux TV October 12, 2019

    First time in my life a rapper made me cry ❤️ man thank you for making rap alive again

  94. Olivia Crowley
    Olivia Crowley October 12, 2019

    My best friend just ended his life in front of me last night he helped me now he’s gone….

  95. Crystalin Bowman
    Crystalin Bowman October 12, 2019

    My step childrens mother committed suicide last dec . This song is literally made for them

  96. Louren Laverdy
    Louren Laverdy October 12, 2019

    Is anyone else crying with him?😓😓😓😓😩

  97. Alexis Lamprell
    Alexis Lamprell October 12, 2019

    this actually gets me every time

  98. Faded Sadシ
    Faded Sadシ October 12, 2019

    Please tell me I’m not the only one who was literally crying my eyes out because of how hurt he sounded at the end….

  99. uwus
    uwus October 12, 2019

    I recently found out my real dad was a drug dealer. I never knew him he left my mum before i was born. I've never met him but i feel like i lost him. My mum gets upset everytime i try asked about him, i just wanna know my real dad. I wont forgive him but i wanna know his face. And his name.

  100. vCrysis 69
    vCrysis 69 October 12, 2019

    This song honestly made me cried my eyes out, my Mother was also an addict and let her boyfriend abuse me at the age of 4 months, never really seen her since I was 11 and I’m 16 now, I’m not sure how she is doing but this song really touched my souls and I hope this song touches the soul of others to let them know that they are not alone in this world

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